31 December 2009

2009 is coming to an end. lets do some reflection.

today is the 365 days later of me passing my driving license.there will be a countdown party tonight.

2009 had been quite a bitter sweet year for me.
let me start by toking abt the bitter part of the year.
for the start. this year had made me lose 2 women that i regarded very important to me in my life.
one passed away. the other, we ended our r/s.
my maternal grandpa almost, but thankfully did not, passed away.
but my paternal grandma wasnt tt fortunate enough.
she passed away tis aug. right before my final exam.
tt was the first time i attended a wake as a close family member.
i can still remember the moment which my uncle smsed me tt she passed away.
i was doing a presentation then. right before the start of it.
i held myself back for the presentation. and rushed down to hosp immd after tt.
and never once did i cry tt badly before.
both my brother and i were damn attached to her. she was the one who brought me up.
and the moment i realised shes gone. its uncontrollable anymore.
even now, if ppl start toking abt grandmother, you can see tears in my eyes. tts why im very sensitive to this topic.

the other important lady that i lost was my last gf.
though she is technically not the first, but shes practically she is the one.
other than my mother and grandmother, shes the 3rd lady that really left a mark in my heart.
but too bad. fate decided that we are not supposed to be tog. i jus have to admit it.
and she will always have a good impression. no matter wat i hear.

thats the 2 biggest bitter events that i happened to me.
but my sweet events of the year was also given by her.
ok let me see.
she supported me when i was feeling rather low.
though she was quite tempermental(?) at times but i jus love her
this year was the first time my bday cake was home baked. by her of cos.
and it really tasted nice. i swear. i will always remember tt.
but to tink back now. i din really do a good job as a bf. okk no use tinking of tt now.
write it as failure. read it as experience.

went for YEP tis yr too. tt trip made me open my eyes to china. it kinda changed my opinion of them now. farm life can be damn fun too. im applying to go agn nxt yr.

okk. so tts my reflection for 2009.

i hope 2010 will be kind to me. thank you.
and everyone.



HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

posted @ 12/31/2009 11:59:00 PM |

30 December 2009

hello everyone
its the falling-sick season again.
get a cold and flu while working.
MC not included.


5 colleagues that i know reported sick for work today.
i tink there will be more to come.
tml is new year eve.
and im not gonna let these flu and cold stop my party. hopefully.

btw. it sucks when one see ppl posting pics of their overseas trip and he is here, stuck in the little
office cubicle. 37 more days.


being randomly reading my chatlog today. it made me felt quite l 'sick'.


my greatest weakness is still you.
my mind is screwed up. not only i cant tink properly now, its also not performing the delete function well.

posted @ 12/30/2009 02:15:00 PM |

29 December 2009

christmas was much different from what i expected it to be 7 months ago.
but.. nevertheless. its still quite happening though its much tamer than the past few years.
first christmas party attended was my company ones.
went to ice bar.
ok first the service damn not up to expectation.
food was not warm. cos they say the chef pon work. in the end was some waiter cooking.
its like d-a-m-n wtf ttm.
and the boss din even bother to apologise. he was late.
but it din really kill off our mood.
went 'skiing' with william
we even had a scissors paper stone match out in -6 degree celsius. loser will take off one piece.
i was the one taking off till jeans is left.
we had a little drinking session of chivas.
i drank practically more than half of the bottle cos most of them driving or riding.
so no alcohol.
woah. the feeling damn shiok. esp after tt go skiing agn.
is like shiuuu..
took bus home after tt still.
the next day. i pon work. cos overslpt. hahas.

suprisingly. christmas eve was stay home night. like woah.
christmas day was lunch at beverley hse. met up wit my frens. some catching up session
our secondary sch life was so much happening man. now den i realised. all the bad things we had done. cooooool.
after tt. eugene bro got to use the car so we went to eugene hse. but i find tt its still early.
den suddenly got idea to ask xy father to lend us car to go out.
woah. his dad agreed immdiately.
den we went to vivo cos eddie wan to get sth. after tt went to clark quay to walk adn chill at yellow jolly "retro bar". the scene of incident one year ago. hahas. but tis yr was all guys. drank a jug of absolute blue. taste nice. but no kick.. after tt
went eddie hse to play mahjong.
till 4 plus am.
woah. when u lose money. u can be damn awake.hahas.

i dreamt of you last night... again.

posted @ 12/29/2009 09:15:00 AM |

25 December 2009

Merry Christmas to you

posted @ 12/25/2009 12:00:00 AM |

16 December 2009

my room recently underwent some minor makeover.
finally did some housekeeping to clean up my room.
secondary sch stuffs were thrown. dust cleaned up
new aircon installed.
new TV for my room.

now for the finisher..
im gunning for a home theatre system for my room to finish it off. (or should i instead get a PS3).
hmmmm... TBC. cos too much money spent recently and i wan to go for a holiday nxt year.

cool. now most items are off for my wishlist.

lazing at home is no more a turn off for me. with all these. why will i find it boring to stay at home.

posted @ 12/16/2009 09:17:00 AM |

11 December 2009

cooool. its friday agn.
can slp during the weekends.
hope today will be a good day.

btw my dream was damn joker last night

posted @ 12/11/2009 09:48:00 AM |

09 December 2009

TV shows do provide words of wisdom.
like for example. when i was watching KO 3anguo
the lead character said. (translated in my own words)

posted @ 12/09/2009 10:03:00 AM |

04 December 2009

alvin bday chalet is up tis weekend. great.
there will be booze for sure..

jack daniel will be nice. i wan to see my limit.
wont be wasted for sure. no worries. haha

posted @ 12/04/2009 12:27:00 PM |

02 December 2009

fuck. it was so agonishingly close..
polympics ytd.
argh!! but we missed the chance to get into the quarter final..

we played well overall.. but luck wasnt on our side.
good job. it was quite an enjoyable experience though.
it do feel different when playing with contact lens on.
everything seems clear..
suprisingly. my ankle held on well. except for the last match where the guy just lied on it.
i can feel it cracking.. anyheavier. im off to hospital.. cfm..
i am wondering.. if my fitness level is good. will my play be better. maybe i shld go for running soon. no stamina to last all 4 matches.. was huffing and puffing. redbull doesnt help at all.
tts sth i learnt last night...
wish my ankle will fully heal man. i will to play soccer agn.. last night was more tame. i din chiong into tackles too much cos i scared my ankle will give way.
3 new 'battle scars' for me.

btw before i reached sch. i was actually semi hopingly to see her there. i dunno why. but it does feel abit weird without her ard this time. since the last time she was there.
seriously.. maybe if she and her clique of frens are there. i tink i will freeze out. hahas.
i look forward to the day that i can tok to you agn. mus break the awkwardness i input into myself.............

now theres no one to console me alr.. waiting for one to come. life still goes on.
work as usual today. damn tired right now. waiting for break time..
i need some coffee.
had been stuck in the warehouse these 2 days for stock take. dusty environment..

posted @ 12/02/2009 02:42:00 PM |