start of the week.. feeling damn slpy. din manage to get enough rest during the weekends went to sitex last fri. got a cool LG 42" LED tv.. with a free 32" LCD TV with full HD. flert chup. 2 items off my list now.
cant wait for the tv to come. im gonna consult alvin on how to enjoy it. seriously.. watching with FULL HD is a total different feeling. cos they were playing SNSD on the TV. woah. so clear. so defined... gonna blast some of my pay on such gadgets.. mus learn to enjoy life.
den on sat night. went to loof to have drinking session with jf eugene and his frens. jack daniels was the drink ordered.. the taste not bad. actually wanted to go supperclub after tt. but elle din pick up her phone and furthermore, sth happened. tts why we din go.. jus stayed at loof all the time. din got drunk. but 2 more cups or so. i itnk i cant wallk properly anymore. hahas. but din manage to do so.. i was actually quite bored. so after the drinks. i went walking around the area to explore. and see whether can get into sc anot.. reach home at 5 plus.. anw. got a new breakthrough in my reflecting session after the drinks..
for the past 2 mth plus. there wasnt even one day that i wasnt tinking abt you everyday. memories of the past linger around in my mind. since you seems happy with the current situation, maybe its time i face it. no hiding anymore. you had been a great gf. i will remember you.
rebuilding myself to be a better man.
spend the whole sun morning to slp. den give tuition after tt went to JB to get the contact lens.. kao. damn difficult to put on siol. i kept moving off target. but in the end. stil managed to put it on.. quite a good feeling.. teh contact lens are only for sports purposes. i will see how it goes. maybe putting on for daily after my current pack finishes. got a new pair of shoes and im so gonna get a few more pairs some new polo tees some shirt some t-shirt practically getting a new wardrobe. come on. like wat my coach used to say.alwaysprovide options
but first. i mus tackle my acne problem. money easy come easy go
create a summary list of things i have to do:
get more t-shirt
get more polo tee
get some shirt
get more pants
get 2 or 3 more pairs of shoes
get rid of acne and dark rings
get a much better body build
get all of the above done.
live for the moment man. the world is gonna end in 2012
all the charts and graph. but i dunno how to create it. well done. back to work...... endless tinking but no solutions
btw. polympics is round the corner. and guess wat. ankle still swollen. pls let me be well for polympics. i dunno how much it will affect me. ankle guards during games are a MUST from now on. both ankle. thats wat the doc said
posted @ 11/25/2009 12:40:00 PM |
24 November 2009
damn.. interim report is such a headache. suddenly all the table and diagram look so foreign to me. i dunno hwo to apply it. and my boss seems to expect all these diagram inside my report. man. i need some guidance on these matters.
and i need cups of coffeee. din have a good slp last night. was irritated by my bro alarm. and i had a damn damn damn strange dream. tink mus be a result of too much L4D. first time i woke up and slp back. my dreams are all so similiar. got to be fighting undead. LOL. but the first time i woke up and check time was 4:04am i tot some bad omen siol. but seriously.. it was damn cool to be in the dream. though its scary best of all. i heard snsd songs inside my dream. lol.
ok. back to my heaadaching report writing.. i wanna slp right na na na i wannna slp right nanana wish i dun have work right nanana. tink i better start
i have been wondering abt this qns for the past few days.
"is love tt simple or are you not tt simple?"
in any case, its oso out of my control.. why am i so bothered by it. but. i feel that my life is lacking of sth.. sth that is unexplainable by words. im on a trail to search for the missing thing that is casuing this much discomfort to my life
the consolation thing is that. i got good frens who i noe i can count on at hard times like this. imagine without all these peeps. all i can count on is only myself. and it will only take a herculean effort for me to be able to pull thru this i guess.
btw. somehow i feel that my ankle injury is not as simple as the doc diagnose. she said its a sprain. but the pain and aches of my ankle is very different from the previous sprain i suffered. i hope its not like tt time. got one person sprained ankle during food chain. doc say normal sprain. in the end. jus when we abt to leave the doc suddenly came out and ask him in agn. say wat micro fracture.. from a normal bandage to a cast. whole leg somemore.. i hope i not tt suay pls. if i am.. im sure goonnna complain tt doc till she cant practise medical anymore. cos tt time i keep telling her abt the different pain tt i felt. she keep dismiss me say normal sprain... and best.. she sound damn sarcarstic when i insist on gng for an x ray. she better pray is normal sprain man. or else she needs to look for another job..
Polympics is postponed to nxt tues. this news sounds like music to me. i got another week to rest my ankle. but wed is SoE games day.. argh,. how i wish i could join. seriously. if judging on performances based on MDE games day. i tink the team that we are gathering. should be able to perform better than them (no offence to the participating team) but results doesnt lie.. hope they can take champion.. to prove me wrong. hahas. scali polympics we bombed. tink they will laugh at us....
interim report due 2 weeks from now.. man. tt news is a headache to me.. cos of tt. i mus spend the nxxt few days doing one thing tt i dun really like. which is to read supply chain books. long essay. kao... see alr oso pekcek.
there is one person i hope i can meet agn. from eugene camp.. hahas. i tink they shld noe who issit. but too bad. its over alr.. nvm.. there will be nxt time.. :)
posted @ 11/23/2009 03:59:00 PM |
20 November 2009
second post of the day..................
how i wish somebody can clear all my doubts that is stacking up in my mind work or personal. everything.. these few days my boss seems to out of nowhere start bombing me with all the theories and i was like 0_0 den nod head. hahas. but i tink he understand tt im not very clear of those. wat do you expect. i can understand everything in a minute while he took several days. or mths. but i tink mus be somebody told him that he is giving me too little things or too long to do alr. like tt oso good lah. at least time pass faster tis way. toking abt the weather today.. kao damn sucks siol. for awhile rain den stop den rain agn. i will like wear jacket take off jacket den wear it agn. until i pissed off. den jus wear it all the time. NP got flooded ytd. damn historic moment i wasnt there at all lah. but pray here dun flood. cos my office is nxt to the coast.
anw. my ankle is slowly healing alr.. now i can walk fast. but i hvn try running with it. though, there is occasional pain. but hopefully i can play soccer on mon. POLYMPICS. remember the last time i played soccer at NP. nice memories. but i tink i wont have the same experiences i guess. wanted to represent MDE for SoE games day.. but MDE got alr 2 teams sent to join. when mrs lee called me (how did she get my no?) and told me tt, i was like sianded.. i realised 3yrs in MDE, i nv represent them at all.. maybe soccer is the best chance. but too bad. i read the mail late. there wont be a nxt time. now office. left 2 person. the rest went to the inner campus. so im slacking rite now. headache siol. at least i started on my Interim report. 3 pages so far. hahas.
i decided to go for YEP agn.. cos its so damn fun. my laptop screensaver is the slide show of Qitao. makes me wan to go for it agn. anw its a cool getaway. go ther machiam superstar like tt. they gather you ard damn fast when you are out ther.
ok tts all for now. another hr to the end of work. flert chup. seriously, SP is a good company, activity wise, cos every now adn then they will organise activites. like futsal, active day, teambuilding day. flert chup lo. every now and den half day cos of tt. hahas
posted @ 11/20/2009 01:51:00 PM |
im all alone in office right now. good time for reflection
my boss drew for me the skeleton of how my interim report will be like. so i guess im safe for the report. woke up damn early last night. like 330am im up. tried to slp but cant. so jus woke up and have some weights training. damn bo liao i noe. but nth to do oso.
listen to my heartbeat it never once stop beating for you. if you have the same feelings why let fate decide. wat i lack now is confidence
posted @ 11/20/2009 09:31:00 AM |
19 November 2009
seriously... nth is progressing well for me these few days twisted my ankle recently. that was one hell of a pain. thank goodness it is recovering well now. cos nxt mon i wan to play soccer.
life is quite a mess now. headache. workload out of nowhere was multiplied by 10. and worse, i dun really understand my boss handwriting. tink i will consult him soon. considering whether to join log camp anot. cos :)
sometimes i wonder. how did you manage to do it. can you teach me? fcuk. im seriously tired of these. there is a stigma in me. bye.
headache!! i need a inspiration. im stuck at my work. i dunno how to continue with my work. shiat. i need ideas................... my head is pounding hard now.. luckily fb can divert my attn ffor a while. i need the weekends.. hahas
posted @ 11/03/2009 08:46:00 AM |
01 November 2009
i finally taste it. the freedom of being single. no constraints. haha. too bad eugene. but it does get a little lonely sometimes. i meant most of the times anw. thx for the invitation elle.
