14 October 2008

I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.

posted @ 10/14/2008 12:08:00 AM |

12 October 2008

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

posted @ 10/12/2008 05:11:00 PM |

10 October 2008

ppl changes along with time and im no exxception i guess.

my fren told me i hav changed. my mum said i hav changed. my bro said i hav changed. a sec sch teacher of mine said i hv changed too(jus tt i met her at bbdc and we chatted on the way hm) . for good or for the worse. its debatable. but frm wat i see frm most of the comments. it shld be bad i guess.
tis kinda made me reflect on myself. reflect wat i had become and wat i shld do now


however, i dunno wat causes the change. maybe im slowly discovering myself adn wat they say abt me is the real me. the one i shld hv be and not the one i buiild up as image b4. but it could be vice versa. maybe i lost myself to reality after making a bet of life. putting all my chips into tt gamble. there is a saying ' never put all your eggs into one basket '. and now im indulging into things tt can relive me of my thoughts. u noe like drugs tt can make u go 'high' for a moment only.. tt sort of things.. but no worries i DUN TAKE DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. cos i noe tts temporary solution. i need a permanent one soon.

im like standing calmly at the crossroads, no hurry to run because.....
i dunno where to run to. issit a left turn i wan to make or a right turn. or maybe going straight.
wat if the left turn will cause me an accident
wat if the right turn will gain me a fortune
wat if go straight is a dead end.

there is alot of wat if and maybe in my mind recently. and i tink my mind is tired frm the constant tinking cos i got headache recently when i try to slp.

im gonna reflect thru tis weekend and see wat i am and who im gonna be. so wait for the good news

I can sense the change in you.
u May be smIling and ething Seems normal to you.
but i can See the tiredness frm your eyes
really.. i miss the old You.
where ur smile Oways seem natUral no matter how tired you are.
but now..its different alr.

Labels: drowning myself in moments of madness.. and trying to save myself agn

posted @ 10/10/2008 01:27:00 PM |

07 October 2008

ok. im dumb.

i dun grab the opportunity.

there are certain things i shld hv done but i din.

posted @ 10/07/2008 01:46:00 PM |

05 October 2008

let me see wat i had been up to today

-got a new specs
-got a haircut
-erm.. practically nth

hah. tts all i had done today.

well done. looking forward to tml.



the actual present is ready. but shld i give it anot.? still pondering...

posted @ 10/05/2008 10:33:00 PM |

02 October 2008

okk. went sentosa jus now fr sun tanning session.sibei tanned rite now.

onli got me alvin vincent and kenXeddy. ben joined us later.

ok quite pathetic i noe. but still we managed to spent time till 3 plus. den met elle for lunch at harbourfront centre. after tt went to her hse.

WOAH. im really impressed wit elle talents.. alvin and i will promote u more in sch now. no worrites. haha

reahced hm at 7 plus. veri early by usual standards. okk. im tired.

Labels: sentosa

posted @ 10/02/2008 11:38:00 PM |