it sucks when i knew you are down yet i noe i cant do anything to cheer you back up. argh
but nevertheless. if you are reading this. dun be moody for long. cheer up and smile.
Close your eyes Dry your tears 'Coz when nothing seems clear You'll be safe here
f*ck. i hate this feeling
posted @ 10/28/2009 08:05:00 AM |
27 October 2009
back to office today. ytd was such a great day again. went back to sch for once to meet SSP lect. i can be a student for a day. flertchup you noe, when i wore my berms, i actually felt so happy. it had been quite sometime since i wore one to sch. hahas. but dunno why, the crowd at bus stop seems to increase. kao. got a tough time trying to squeeze up the bus at clementi.
went to clubhouse to slack before ben came to clubhouse. had lunch with ben vincent wenbin and karen er. yj tio gong tao, according to ben. haha. so nv join us vincent and wenbin had a shouting contest which was fucking hilarious. man. how i wish everyday was like tt. karen told me it was damn paiseh. but i told her, like tt den fun mah. man. how i wish everyday was jus as fun. year 2 life was the best in the 3 years.
part of me hope to bump onto you but another part of me hope not to see you. a struggle within me. imy
posted @ 10/27/2009 07:57:00 AM |
23 October 2009
finally its friday. today will be a fast day i guess. with training and meeting to attend. hope time fly faster. weekends are coming and i have no plans to go anywhere. like usual. i tink i will jus laze ard at home and slp.
Big Bang - Day by Day (haru haru)
Leave Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you I was so wrong, forgive me Ah ah ah ah~
[Verse 1; GD + TOP] My broken heart like a wave My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke It can’t be removed like a tattoo I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in Only dusts are piled up in my mind(say goodbye)
[GD Rap] Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you” I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless
[TOP Rap] What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry? Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus] Don’t look back and leave Don’t find me again and live (on) Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories I can bear it in some wayI can stand in some way You should be happy if you are like this I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh) Oh girl I cry, cry You’re my all, say goodbye…
[Verse 2; SR + DS] If we pass by each other on the street Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to If you keep thinking about our past memories I might go look for you secretly
[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever Please live well as if I should feel jealous
[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge; DS + SR] I hope your heart fees relieved Please forget about me and live (on) Those tears will dry completely As time passes by
[YB] It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm) Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby I pray for you
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh girl I cry, cry You’re my all, say goodbye, bye Oh my love don’t lie, lïe You’re my heart, say goodbye...
posted @ 10/23/2009 08:35:00 AM |
21 October 2009
List of free gifts SP E&M(my office) had given me:
14.1" notebook case (but the color abit girlish. so i jus left it in the office)
brand new Picard wallet (for my effort helping them out for teambuilding)
a new bag from SP Corporation
new FBT jacket (white based; blue stripes) - jus nice. office quite cold anw.
new FBT shorts. (like damn short)
and let me see look around the office and see still got wat things they gave me.
ahuh.
safetyboots (abeit temp)
and pen and pencil, highlighter. etc.
flert chup. now my bag is filled. haha tts wat i call welfare. :D
posted @ 10/21/2009 10:25:00 AM |
19 October 2009
hell no. its another mon agn. today is the first day for sch. how i wish i was reporting for sch instead for work. at least i get to chit chat during 'office' hrs. i can chill inside clubhouse and play office pingpong i can go eat whenever i wan. go home whenever i wan. pon class whenever i wan. life so good. so for those ppl gng to sch, be happier than i am. cos its definitely much better there.
i need a tan. it has been a long time since im under the sunlight. sentosa soon i guess. gained 1 kg over the week. tts quite a good news. another 7kg more to go. hahas. but weekends were quite boring. stayed home and slp. but everything was undone when i slept late last night. thanks to the curry inside my stomach.
what isnt mine, it will go it sucks when your holiday is so fun while my holidays was ruined by you. but life is unfair. only complaint was i wasted my holidays. (that was 5 weeks ago though) hahas. but you were worthy of it. so no regrets
posted @ 10/19/2009 08:27:00 AM |
05 October 2009
monday blues.. i wan to slp somemore. ytd night slp was good. but not enough for me... i hate 6.05am cos tt is always the time my phone rings.
why is it tt u are the one that i thought of whenever i close my eyes.. fcuk tis
posted @ 10/05/2009 08:50:00 AM |
04 October 2009
i need to slp right na na na.
weekends are meaningful for this week. booze and board games are agenda of the week
