30 September 2008

so wat if she din hv the best of looks,
she do hv a kind heart.

so wat if she maybe a lil noisy,
i jus love the sounds she made.

so wat if she is a bit chor law,
im jus deeply attracted to her

so wat if she is 'auntie'
shes jus the girl im looking for.

so wat if she decided that im not the one'
i will live happily never after.

and that is why im so depressed recently.. however, im trying hard to cheer up. thx eone for the concerns yo.

posted @ 9/30/2008 01:26:00 AM |

25 September 2008
if you are reading tis

for the past 31 days. it was the worst period of my life. and today was the worst of the worst. nth went right for me. am i able to recover frm it.? i dunno. only time will tell. but all i can say. i will rem u.. cos its hard to forget. unless i got brainwashed or i hav a loss of memory.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JKaVGvgMXY

posted @ 9/25/2008 12:20:00 AM |

23 September 2008
DAY 30

DAY: 30
Weather: cloudy with a lil su
MOOD: BAD

it had been 30 days since my life was turned upside down. for teh past 30 days, every day was tough to get through. today was no different. and how i pass my day. tt is by slping. slept till 2 plus tis afternoon den woke up and ate lunch and den medicine and then back to slp. all the way till evening den visit my grandpa who was hospitalised.

it wasnt the hols tt i planned out during sch term. i was really looking forward to the hols man. the movie date the birdpark thing and everything. but my dream was dashed jus right at the start of the hols. why mus thing turn out this way and worse, how? there were no signs no symptoms. i really din saw it coming. if only i could easily shut off my mind and stop tinking. cos everyday i will reflect on this and wondered wat went wrong. i will keep tinking tt the day before evertything was alright. one click. its freefall all the way. oh god. pls save me!! wat hv i done to deserve it.

damn. i shld hv gone to wuhan. if i did, maybe everything will be fine. damn those teacher who sabotaged me.

Labels: jus another miserable day

posted @ 9/23/2008 11:43:00 PM |

18 September 2008

ok. stage 1 - complete
stage 2 starting soon..

sorry for being too late. jus awhile more will do.
hope you will like it. when u see it.

posted @ 9/18/2008 11:43:00 PM |

16 September 2008

okk. i jus ordered it.

pls.wait jus a lil while more. it will be here soon..

now the present is settled. is the entrance alr.. mus tink of a spectecular one. haha.

posted @ 9/16/2008 01:50:00 AM |

06 September 2008

hols started 2 weeks alr and i still hvn found a job. guess i will slack unless i manage to get a job. wat to do. im actually looking forward to the hols with anticipation. but now .. how i wished it was never here.

sec 4 class gathering jus now. onli a few ppl turned up. but its overall fun. jus tt im tird after the whole day and i jus napped whenever i could. ln told me something tt reminds me of her.

will e going pangkor in 2 days. thk godness tt the doc allowed me to go. i was not confirmed whether im going until jus now tt appointment. but now i can go alr. but i dun look forward to it as much as i was 2 weeks ago. is abit sad i noe. but at least i get to enjoy the company of th bp crews. haha.
if only the doc allowed me to drin alcohol. i will wan to make myself drunk

how i miss those times that you will say i always cheated little girls
how i miss those times that you will laugh at my 'ur mama so fat..' like theres no tml
how i miss those times...

posted @ 9/06/2008 11:42:00 PM |