ppl changes along with time and im no exxception i guess.
my fren told me i hav changed. my mum said i hav changed. my bro said i hav changed. a sec sch teacher of mine said i hv changed too(jus tt i met her at bbdc and we chatted on the way hm) . for good or for the worse. its debatable. but frm wat i see frm most of the comments. it shld be bad i guess. tis kinda made me reflect on myself. reflect wat i had become and wat i shld do now
however, i dunno wat causes the change. maybe im slowly discovering myself adn wat they say abt me is the real me. the one i shld hv be and not the one i buiild up as image b4. but it could be vice versa. maybe i lost myself to reality after making a bet of life. putting all my chips into tt gamble. there is a saying ' never put all your eggs into one basket '. and now im indulging into things tt can relive me of my thoughts. u noe like drugs tt can make u go 'high' for a moment only.. tt sort of things.. but no worries i DUN TAKE DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. cos i noe tts temporary solution. i need a permanent one soon.
im like standing calmly at the crossroads, no hurry to run because..... i dunno where to run to. issit a left turn i wan to make or a right turn. or maybe going straight. wat if the left turn will cause me an accident wat if the right turn will gain me a fortune wat if go straight is a dead end.
there is alot of wat if and maybe in my mind recently. and i tink my mind is tired frm the constant tinking cos i got headache recently when i try to slp.
im gonna reflect thru tis weekend and see wat i am and who im gonna be. so wait for the good news
I can sense the change in you. u May be smIling and ething Seems normal to you. but i can See the tiredness frm your eyes really.. i miss the old You. where ur smile Oways seem natUral no matter how tired you are. but now..its different alr.
